zimena: (Misc - Doll-like woman)
First of all: HAPPY NEW YEAR!

As we all know, I'm not a big fan of New Year's Eve. It's a day that tends to make me look back on the past year, and remind me of everything that didn't change this year either. As in, it's a reminder of my social awkwardness and shyness; of me wishing I had more friends and connections and meaningful things to do with other people in real life.

This year, though? I actually have more of these things than I've ever had. Ever since I started attending an exercise group late last year, I've made new friends via that place. It's not that I haven't had friends before or anything, but most of my long-time friends do not live nearby, so we cannot see each other regularly, even if we speak on the phone or do video chats regularly. I've just never had any close friends near me; near enough to visit or do things together whenever we want. But: I have that now. People from that exercise group (especially one person from there), as well as one of my neighbours, who became a much closer friend over the past year or maybe a bit more.

So, in short, my "New Year, same old me" depressive mood isn't there this year. It doesn't mean I'm not still shy as I always were, though. But the truth is still that I'm in a better place with this than I used to be.

That said, I'm still ignoring the fireworks and the New Year celebrations to the best of my ability, so I'm spending the first 20 minutes or so of the new year writing this post. The fireworks outside have already quieted down quite a bit, so I guess I might actually go to sleep at some half-decent hour tonight - which isn't such a bad thing, considering I screwed up my sleep pattern heavily during Christmas. Like, staying up until 4-5am and sleeping until noon kind of screwing up. That's not going to work in the long run, so let's see if I can sleep any earlier than that today.

So, as for 2024, I'm hoping to post a bit more actively here. I kind of fell out of DW-ing for an age, but I sort of miss it. Of course it doesn't mean posting every day, but if I could get back into a posting pattern where I actually think of posting on DW whenever something happens, then that would be a good thing.

I'm also planning to do something from the [community profile] snowflake_challenge this year, so let's see how that goes.

As for other goals that I've set, here you go:
* Read one book per month
* Study language 20 minutes/day, 5 days a week.
* Make a proper home-made dinner at least once a week
(as in, actually cook something myself, not use pre-packaged "easy" solutions, microwave food etc)
* Walk the stairs 3x/week
(There are stairs in my building, I just always use the lift. I'm realising that if I don't maintain the ability of walking stairs, it'll be hard for me to do it in other places where it might be necessary. Like the cousin's stairs were hard when I was there at Christmas, for example - even though I did manage to learn them better before we left. My plan is to just go downstairs from here, and then back up. Just to do stairs, for my body to not forget how.)

Other than that, I also wish to write more regularly, but I haven't been able to formulate that into a goal yet.

Same with my music stats - I would like to get back into making those, as I fell out of it this year.

That's all for the first post of the year. Let's make 2024 a year to remember on Dreamwidth as well.
zimena: A stack of books (Misc - Books)
Happy New Year!

In many ways, yesterday was the best New Year’s Eve in many years. Usually, it’s a day that tends to make me thoughtful and sad, but this year I felt so much more hopeful and excited.

As for the day itself... it was pretty quiet here. The original plan was to stay at mom’s place for the New Year, but as she’s still not done with everything after moving, we decided to stay here instead. We watched the fireworks at midnight from my veranda - and actually saw quite a bit, and maybe more than we used to at the old house. I missed hearing the ferry horn signal at midnight, though. I don’t know if I heard it in the distance or not, as there was so much noise from the fireworks nearby that might have drowned the more desirable sound out.

When the fireworks quieted down, we went back inside and played Animal Crossing for a while. There was a special event in the game, counting down to and celebrating the new year, so even though I’m not a party goer, I got to go to a New Year party in there - complete with a cool, silly hat for my character.

Today? I feel like I spent most of the day sleeping. I slept until late in the morning, then again in the afternoon. Other than that, I ironed some clothes (the first time I’ve done that in my new flat), watched/listened to the Champions Chess Tour from TV, watched a bit of Tour de Ski (without Norwegians in it this year, as our skiing federation chose to not send a team because they don’t trust the Covid-prevention measures in other countries. Psh!), and played some more Animal Crossing and Mario 35.

Nice start to the new year.

As for how the year should hopefully continue... let’s have a look at:

My goals for 2021

1. Lose some weight.
2. Get out of the door as often as possible.
3. Read at least one book per month.
4. Keep a diary almost daily, without falling out of the habit. (DW, Dayone app or paper all count).
5. Use a paper planner to keep track of appointments etc - do not rely 100% on the phone for this.
6. Work on my Czech. Actually get better at it, not just dreaming of being better.
7. Become more independent.
8. Learn programming (Swift).

Goals for 2020

Wednesday, 1 January 2020 21:25
zimena: Beautiful, somewhat scary woman. (Misc - Mystery Ana)
I've been thinking of this for a few days. I don't like to make "resolutions" for the new year, as those tend to get broken far too easily... and somehow, I stop being interested once the resolution has been broken once. Goals, however, are a little bit more adaptable and realistic, so here are mine for 2020:

Personal:

- Get out of the house about 80% of days (290 days out of 366)
- Journal about 80% of days (DW and private journaling both count.
- Exercise at least 3 times / week
- Eat less junk food/chocolate (I know, too generic wording to be properly measurable, still trying to think of how to make this more motivating.)
- Read at least 20 books during the year, and use Goodreads actively for tracking.

Learning:

- Finish the official Swift tutorial.
- Finish a good Python tutorial (there are a few on Youtube).
- Learn the 1000 most common Czech words from Decks.
- Study Czech prepositions, and understand what each one does.
- Build up a good enough Czech vocabulary to be able to read Pavel's biography (sitting on the shelf since forever).