Tuesday, March 14th, 2017

Quick update

Tuesday, March 14th, 2017 15:19
zimena: (Text - Sometimes it hurts to be in love)
I guess it's time for a little personal update again.

The next week or so will be quite tough for me, with a lot of things happening that I'm not looking forward to one bit. The most stressful one - a meeting to discuss getting some disability adjustments for our car - is still a week away, but I'm already dreading it. I have to go to another city for that, too, so it's scary in various ways. Firstly, because I hate "official" meetings like that, and because I hate being "assessed" by strangers, so to speak. Secondly, because I'm scared that I won't be able to make all my points clear, and that I'll forget to mention something important. Yet, it's also stressful to sit down and make lists and try to make sure I remember everything... because in reality I just want this to be over and done and fixed, and I don't want to think of it more than necessary. But yeah, already thinking... too much, even.

Other than that, there are also a couple of other things coming up in the next few days - errands, appointments, and basically just having to deal with this thing called Real Life, which I'm not very keen on at the moment... maybe also because it means that the meeting next week is coming closer and closer, too.

Can I either a) skip ahead so that it'll be over and with a good outcome? or b) stop worrying endlessly about it, and just deal with it like a normal human being?

On another note, the upcoming weekend will be the final cross-country weekend of the season. A certain someone can win the total sprint trophy for the season if he does well on Friday. Yes, you heard that right, and it's amazing that he's in the lead for this in his first season at the senior level, really. I think you can tell that I'm excited about this, but also nervous already... What's more, Friday's sprint is also the first race in a mini-tour, so it's likely that he'll compete in the two longer races on Saturday and Sunday as well, just to get a result for the whole tour. This means that I'll at least have plenty of things to look forward to during the weekend. Yet, it's also sad that the season will be over after that, because then I won't be able to see him compete again until about November.... which is a very long time away when my fangirl feelings are as intense as they are right now.

Well, perhaps he might do a couple of summer show races around July or thereabouts, but it's still not the same... and July is very far away, too. It's a little bit heartbreaking to think that the upcoming weekend will be the last skiing weekend for a long time - and for normal fans with a normal interest in this, it'll be out of their minds as soon as it's over.... while I will miss seeing him compete for months and months.

And how did this post turn into a fangirl post again? I wasn't going to talk about him here - I was just going to do a personal update, honestly.

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